you bleed to know you're alive

i typed a whole chunk of bad things about the BBQ. but i decided to not post it. cos i think it some people won't be happy after reading it.

therefore, i felt that i should have just worked on saturday and today instead of going for the bbq.

but then again, there were a few that made me love the bbq. the ones that i've been looking forward to see them. bahh. and the others, you can feel the distant just by looking in their eyes. although we hugged and stufff, the feeling wasn't really the same as before. but still, thanks for your presence.

okay. there was actually alot of stuff to say, but it just wouldn't come out. therefore, i think i shall go back and do the laundery. (=

lovelove.